I'm bummed! I didn't make the last online DT I tried out for. Thought I had a good chance, but I guess not. I'm not sure what these people are looking for. Now that I tried out for a handful and have been turned down by most, I think that they are looking for the run- of-the-mill LO, easy to duplicate, to make a sketch with. I have been trying to be more creative and artsy, because it makes me feel like I am using my artistic skills- which I am still paying for by the way (student loans). But, if they want linear, simple stuff, I guess I can try again and give them what they want.
It's just frustrating for me, not feeling good physically has been a BIG issue this past year. It is hard to feel like yourself, esp. when you are a stay-at-home-Mom, don't feel good, and can't take care of your family the way they should. But, I am so lucky to have a wonderful, supportive husband who helps out tremendously and understands, and a daughter, who is beginning to understand that her mommy doesn't feel good alot of the time, and needs naps- even if she doesn't.
Anyway, thanks for being at my pity party. I can't stand to look at any scrapbook stuff right now, but I wanted to post my finished LO that I did yesterday. Hopefully I'll be in a better mood in my next post.
Melanie
1 comment:
Don't ever change your style because you think it's what someone else wants!! I can't count on 4 hands how many times I didn't make the team or the contest finals! You just have to enjoy what you are doing, let your self be you, it will all come! Your work is amazing!!
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